Well,
No one knows what it feels like to be sidekick. Had you think about it? How lonely a sidekick is. He also deserve to be seen,don't you think so?
The one who just can observe, and can't put himself into things that he really wanted to be in.
Wednesday, October 31, 2012
Wednesday, October 24, 2012
Splendidus
Back then, I don't know why you keep asking "who's the person that I like currently?".. well maybe you just wanted to know.. but that question is weird, cos you just aim it at me while there are also other friends around at that time.. all I can do is to reply it with "no one'',while smile carved on my face..
There's some sort of weird feeling.. well I'm not sure whats that suppose to mean.. we aren't that close, but somehow I feel like I wanna try my best to protect you.. It's quite confusing for me..
There's some sort of weird feeling.. well I'm not sure whats that suppose to mean.. we aren't that close, but somehow I feel like I wanna try my best to protect you.. It's quite confusing for me..
Friday, October 19, 2012
Calumniantium
Sometimes, I feel tired. There's so many things that I think of everyday, worrying too much.. All of these makes me feel weak.. cos this is reality, it's not like a drama where the hero can run away and safe the heroine, and kick those antagonist right on time.. I feel helpless..
Somehow, I love to be trusted.. but me, myself.. sometimes I didn't trust my own self.. I feel that I can't be someone that can be depend on.. maybe I'm just a good talker, that hides my cowardness.. I throw advises to family,to friends,yet.. I'm not sure, am I really following what I said?
maybe I'm a person..that just good at pleasing others, but not my own self..
Somehow, I love to be trusted.. but me, myself.. sometimes I didn't trust my own self.. I feel that I can't be someone that can be depend on.. maybe I'm just a good talker, that hides my cowardness.. I throw advises to family,to friends,yet.. I'm not sure, am I really following what I said?
maybe I'm a person..that just good at pleasing others, but not my own self..
Wednesday, October 17, 2012
Helianthus
There was a time, when I was walking pass by your side, then suddenly you stand up and stop me.. At that time, I nearly pass out..You said something and I just replied with "ahh yes,yes".. and I rush to toilet and scream like a crazy person.. ahh what was I thinking back than.. well I don't think you remember when and why you stopped me..but it's still clear in my mind.. still, it's just a funny thing to be remembered, nothing more.. I guess
Tuesday, October 16, 2012
Yek-lucorp
That moment, when you asked me "Had you ever feel so lonely in your life?".. that question struck like a lightning straight to my heart. Deep down, I feel really bad. I feel that I'm not a good friend. I'm so sorry. Sorry to leave you. And my decision few years back than, making you all alone by yourself. I keep thinking to myself, what should I do to be fair between both sides of friends, when one sides keep pulling and the other sides seems to be pushing me away. But it's not you, you're not wrong at all.
It's hard to be neutral.. pH 7.. people might think that it is good to be a person that easily going.. when all people can feel comfortable with you.. deep down, it's hard to satisfy all person..
Wednesday, October 3, 2012
Pomum
I can't get what I want,but I deeply believe that you can. You're on your right track. A little bit more and you will able to grab it. Good luck
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