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Friday, October 11, 2013
Hikari
Finally I tell you how I feel. I dont know whether the timing is right or not. But atleast, you didnt hurt me at all, and make me doki-doki few days straight. And we became closer, although just as bestie.
...I do pray to Allah that He really did paired us together at the end.
...but I just afraid, in the meantime, you'll find someone else better than me.
...You see, Im just too good at being loyal. If I like someone, then there's no space for others. Just for that special someone. And I dont need any particular reason to like someone.
...If, by any chance, you decided that Im not worthy enough, please tell me as soon as possible..at first, honesty taste bitter, but in the end, its the best remedy. I hope that you can be honest. Look at me as someone that would live with you as your husband, not just as your lover.
...I dont wanna go far away from you, but If you already find someone else,. then I will depart until the point that you cant reach me at all..its not a decision, its just how it works..
...I do pray to Allah that He really did paired us together at the end.
...but I just afraid, in the meantime, you'll find someone else better than me.
...You see, Im just too good at being loyal. If I like someone, then there's no space for others. Just for that special someone. And I dont need any particular reason to like someone.
...If, by any chance, you decided that Im not worthy enough, please tell me as soon as possible..at first, honesty taste bitter, but in the end, its the best remedy. I hope that you can be honest. Look at me as someone that would live with you as your husband, not just as your lover.
...I dont wanna go far away from you, but If you already find someone else,. then I will depart until the point that you cant reach me at all..its not a decision, its just how it works..
Wednesday, September 11, 2013
Lux
You know, somehow I feel that I really like you. But then, you always makes us feel so far away from each other.
You see, I do feel jealous when you keep on talking about him. But then I realize, who am I to hold you down. You got your own feelings.
You do know this right? I know you know it. But you keep on pressing me till that feeling keep on fading away, being dragged down by a strong force.
And now, I just try my best to avoid you. Cos I afraid that the feeling will rise again.
Honestly, I wanna be more than what we are now. I'm ready for any outcome, how it would end up or how it would last.
But then I realize, I don't even qualify for a startup. How am I suppose to see the ending of it ?
"dan dirimu dijanji sang sempurna", when I'm really not someone that perfect in your eyes.
I really afraid to tell you this. Cos I love the friendship that we had build. If I tell you directly, I know that between us, gonna be awkward.
If, by any chance this drift letter reach you, just ignore it. Well I do hope that it didn't reach you.
I just feel that I need to write it out..
You see, I do feel jealous when you keep on talking about him. But then I realize, who am I to hold you down. You got your own feelings.
You do know this right? I know you know it. But you keep on pressing me till that feeling keep on fading away, being dragged down by a strong force.
And now, I just try my best to avoid you. Cos I afraid that the feeling will rise again.
Honestly, I wanna be more than what we are now. I'm ready for any outcome, how it would end up or how it would last.
But then I realize, I don't even qualify for a startup. How am I suppose to see the ending of it ?
"dan dirimu dijanji sang sempurna", when I'm really not someone that perfect in your eyes.
I really afraid to tell you this. Cos I love the friendship that we had build. If I tell you directly, I know that between us, gonna be awkward.
If, by any chance this drift letter reach you, just ignore it. Well I do hope that it didn't reach you.
I just feel that I need to write it out..
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