You know, somehow I feel that I really like you. But then, you always makes us feel so far away from each other.
You see, I do feel jealous when you keep on talking about him. But then I realize, who am I to hold you down. You got your own feelings.
You do know this right? I know you know it. But you keep on pressing me till that feeling keep on fading away, being dragged down by a strong force.
And now, I just try my best to avoid you. Cos I afraid that the feeling will rise again.
Honestly, I wanna be more than what we are now. I'm ready for any outcome, how it would end up or how it would last.
But then I realize, I don't even qualify for a startup. How am I suppose to see the ending of it ?
"dan dirimu dijanji sang sempurna", when I'm really not someone that perfect in your eyes.
I really afraid to tell you this. Cos I love the friendship that we had build. If I tell you directly, I know that between us, gonna be awkward.
If, by any chance this drift letter reach you, just ignore it. Well I do hope that it didn't reach you.
I just feel that I need to write it out..
