Hinata, its really weird that you appear to be following this blog you know

Is it built to last? I do hope it is, but who knows? we can't defy destiny.

Sometimes, I wish that I would just gone, like *POOF* tadaaaa im no longer here

Hikari

Finally I tell you how I feel. I dont know whether the timing is right or not. But atleast, you didnt hurt me at all, and make me doki-doki few days straight. And we became closer, although just as bestie.

...I do pray to Allah that He really did paired us together at the end.

...but I just afraid, in the meantime, you'll find someone else better than me.

...You see, Im just too good at being loyal. If I like someone, then there's no space for others. Just for that special someone. And I dont need any particular reason to like someone.

...If, by any chance, you decided that Im not worthy enough, please tell me as soon as possible..at first, honesty taste bitter, but in the end, its the best remedy. I hope that you can be honest. Look at me as someone that would live with you as your husband, not just as your lover.

...I dont wanna go far away from you, but If you already find someone else,. then I will depart until the point that you cant reach me at all..its not a decision, its just how it works..