Umbra

So here I am again, talking to my own self.. result is coming.. everyone getting "excited" about it..
while I'm in pain of suffocating from the fear of the result.. can I prove that I managed to get up after a fall from last semester.. well I don't know.. but still, there's one thing I wanna state here:

Human, if they met with failure in life, they would say "Its okay, I will get up and learn from this failure..there are always a reason behind each thing that happen"
However, if other people met with failure, they would find and point that person mistake.. why is that? why is it really hard for people to see others effort?,. they also had done their best.. its not that they did not even trying..do you put CCTV around them to monitor what they had done 24/7 ? So you have no right to judge a person that met up with failure..

A person who once had done well.. also have right to fail.. it's the cycle of life.. doesn't mean that a person born excel will always excel till their death.. they also need to taste failure, so that they can do better, and more prepare..

There's nothing wrong with failure.. wrong thing starts when you had given up after the failure..

Armiger

Well,

No one knows what it feels like to be sidekick. Had you think about it? How lonely a sidekick is. He also deserve to be seen,don't you think so?

The one who just can observe, and can't put himself into things that he really wanted to be in.

Splendidus

Back then, I don't know why you keep asking "who's the person that I like currently?".. well maybe you just wanted to know.. but that question is weird, cos you just aim it at me while there are also other friends around at that time.. all I can do is to reply it with "no one'',while smile carved on my face..

There's some sort of weird feeling.. well I'm not sure whats that suppose to mean.. we aren't that close, but somehow I feel like I wanna try my best to protect you.. It's quite confusing for me..

Calumniantium

Sometimes, I feel tired. There's so many things that I think of everyday, worrying too much..  All of these makes me feel weak.. cos this is reality, it's not like a drama where the hero can run away and safe the heroine, and kick those antagonist right on time.. I feel helpless..

Somehow, I love to be trusted.. but me, myself.. sometimes I didn't trust my own self.. I feel that I can't  be someone that can be depend on..  maybe I'm just a good talker, that hides my cowardness.. I throw advises to family,to friends,yet.. I'm not sure, am I really following what I said?

 maybe I'm a person..that just good at pleasing others, but not my own self..

Helianthus

There was a time, when I was walking pass by your side, then suddenly you stand up and stop me.. At that time, I nearly pass out..You said something and I just replied with "ahh yes,yes".. and I rush to toilet and scream like a crazy person..  ahh what was I thinking back than.. well I don't think you remember when and why you stopped me..but it's still clear in my mind.. still, it's just a funny thing to be remembered, nothing more.. I guess

Yek-lucorp

That moment, when you asked me "Had you ever feel so lonely in your life?".. that question struck like a lightning straight to my heart. Deep down, I feel really bad. I feel that I'm not a good friend. I'm so sorry. Sorry to leave you. And my decision few years back than, making you all alone by yourself. I keep thinking to myself, what should I do to be fair between both sides of friends, when one sides keep pulling and the other sides seems to be pushing me away. But it's not you, you're not wrong at all.

It's hard to be neutral.. pH 7.. people might think that it is good to be a person that easily going.. when all people can feel comfortable with you.. deep down, it's hard to satisfy all person..

Pomum

I can't get what I want,but I deeply believe that you can. You're on your right track. A little bit more and you will able to grab it. Good luck

Lux

I don't wanna see u hurt again. Being alone is too painful. If there's someone for you, u will be less lonely.That's what I believe...If it's wrong then I'm so sorry..